Sunday, May 31, 2009
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Not much

Wednesday, April 8, 2009
why my son?

Maybe one day, you'll let me know.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Poopy Poo

Exactly.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Oh what a week thus far...

Little Richie (aka poopie) and his cousin on their way outside for a walk. They both fell asleep within the first two minutes, but it's the fresh air that counts. I enjoyed a nice walk with Richie's sister Leah at any rate. God, family, and friends is all I need.
I feel good =]
Friday, March 13, 2009
A Post

Don't we all just love that little thumbs up?! Ah my poopie!!!
Anyway, other than being a mommy, not much else is of importance right now. School is, and always will be, just plan old school. It's tough sometimes trying to get everything to balance out, but it is what it is and it must be done.
I need to find some time to read more books.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Everything is different
Life is crazy, random, stressful, and hard;
as well as beautiful, special, awesome, and unique.
What other people think about you, is none of your business.
I read that today and got to thinking, so I'll share what I was thinking about in a little bit, when I have more time to form thoughts.
My son is sleeping and boy does he look beautiful.
I love him with all that I have.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
La La La
He is very advanced for an almost 6 week old. He tries to stand and he grabs things and feels textures and all of that. It's quite fun to watch him look around. Though he'll probably have ADD or something when he gets older. He needs CONSTANT stimulation or he gets bored easily. And sadly, I give in. Pathetic, I know.
His pictures were developed and came in Monday. Scrapbook!
I have to go back to school on the 24th of this month. I'm dreading it like you cannot even imagine. Although I will get out two periods earlier than I usual, it still makes it difficult. One, my lack of sleep will definitely take a toll on my mood throughout the day. Two, I dislike school to begin with so going back after such a long break is going to be hard. And three and most importantly, I WILL MISS MY BABY! I can't even explain to you the amount of tears I will cry the morning I go back, I know it. I love him love him love him. And being without him for an entire six hours or so is going to kill me. I'm praying deep down that the school will blow up or something and we'll have to finish out the year online. As long as no one is hurt of course =]
Anywho, not a lot of profound news to share or anything. Hopefully moving in with Richard soon. I love him and miss him a lot throughout the week. But sadly he's getting his playstation 3 this week, so I dont know how much love will be reciprocated. Ha
Must attend to the unhappy child now.
Friday, January 30, 2009
I have been blessed

I wish I could explain the joy he brings me, but I'm sure every parent knows the feeling. Sometimes I feel like he is so much older and wiser than his four weeks and I could talk to him for hours. He is such a blessing in every way and I could not imagine life without him.
And even though the circumstancs in which he was brought into the world are not altogether ideal, I still believe with all my heart that God trusts me with his life and so has blessed me with this healthy child. Richie and I are doing all we can to ensure that our son grows up in a healthy environment where he will learn to love God as we do.
Even though my life has changed, I honestly believe that somehow this was meant to be. I always wanted a huge family and I wanted to start young. And I always wanted to stay home with my family and take care of them. And that is what I will do. Maybe this isn't the way God wanted it to happen, but I still think that my life is where it was meant to go.
Oh the joy of being a mommy =]



There are a million cute pictures on my phone but sadly, my phone will not connect to my computer today :(