I've been thinking a lot, changing a lot.
Life is crazy, random, stressful, and hard;
as well as beautiful, special, awesome, and unique.
What other people think about you, is none of your business.
I read that today and got to thinking, so I'll share what I was thinking about in a little bit, when I have more time to form thoughts.
My son is sleeping and boy does he look beautiful.
I love him with all that I have.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
La La La
Today is boring, just like every day for the most part. Well I shouldn't say boring really, because I LOVE being with my son. But every day is the same. Taking care of him is very time consuming. And believe me, no complaints here. I'm just saying that what is...is. Haha
He is very advanced for an almost 6 week old. He tries to stand and he grabs things and feels textures and all of that. It's quite fun to watch him look around. Though he'll probably have ADD or something when he gets older. He needs CONSTANT stimulation or he gets bored easily. And sadly, I give in. Pathetic, I know.
His pictures were developed and came in Monday. Scrapbook!
I have to go back to school on the 24th of this month. I'm dreading it like you cannot even imagine. Although I will get out two periods earlier than I usual, it still makes it difficult. One, my lack of sleep will definitely take a toll on my mood throughout the day. Two, I dislike school to begin with so going back after such a long break is going to be hard. And three and most importantly, I WILL MISS MY BABY! I can't even explain to you the amount of tears I will cry the morning I go back, I know it. I love him love him love him. And being without him for an entire six hours or so is going to kill me. I'm praying deep down that the school will blow up or something and we'll have to finish out the year online. As long as no one is hurt of course =]
Anywho, not a lot of profound news to share or anything. Hopefully moving in with Richard soon. I love him and miss him a lot throughout the week. But sadly he's getting his playstation 3 this week, so I dont know how much love will be reciprocated. Ha
Must attend to the unhappy child now.
He is very advanced for an almost 6 week old. He tries to stand and he grabs things and feels textures and all of that. It's quite fun to watch him look around. Though he'll probably have ADD or something when he gets older. He needs CONSTANT stimulation or he gets bored easily. And sadly, I give in. Pathetic, I know.
His pictures were developed and came in Monday. Scrapbook!
I have to go back to school on the 24th of this month. I'm dreading it like you cannot even imagine. Although I will get out two periods earlier than I usual, it still makes it difficult. One, my lack of sleep will definitely take a toll on my mood throughout the day. Two, I dislike school to begin with so going back after such a long break is going to be hard. And three and most importantly, I WILL MISS MY BABY! I can't even explain to you the amount of tears I will cry the morning I go back, I know it. I love him love him love him. And being without him for an entire six hours or so is going to kill me. I'm praying deep down that the school will blow up or something and we'll have to finish out the year online. As long as no one is hurt of course =]
Anywho, not a lot of profound news to share or anything. Hopefully moving in with Richard soon. I love him and miss him a lot throughout the week. But sadly he's getting his playstation 3 this week, so I dont know how much love will be reciprocated. Ha
Must attend to the unhappy child now.
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